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Relapse

In the context of Alcoholics Anonymous, relapse is understood not merely as a physical return to drinking, but as a manifestation of deeper psychological and spiritual instability. These speaker tapes illuminate the insidious nature of the alcoholic mind, which often acts as a great liar, utilizing self-deception and arrogance to convince the individual they can outsmart the disease. The core principles discussed across these narratives center on the necessity of total surrender and the abandonment of self-will. Speakers emphasize that relapse is frequently preceded by a return to egomaniacal introspection, resentment, and a fundamental fear of living sober. Recovery is presented not as a quest for perfection, but as a daily, humbling commitment to the program's structure and the fellowship. Listeners can expect raw, first-hand accounts of hitting bottom and the devastating wreckage caused by self-sabotage. From the struggle with professional success and personal loss to the crushing weight of emotional paralysis, these speakers detail the cycle of relapse and the subsequent realization that sobriety requires learning how to live, rather than simply learning how to stop drinking. By exploring the intersection of humility, service, and the guidance of a Higher Power, these tapes provide a roadmap for those seeking to break the cycle of relapse and maintain a durable, long-term recovery.

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Jenny B.
Women from Her Group Carried Her Through a Double Mastectomy Without One Thought of a Drink – Jenny B.
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Carl D.
Cut the Bullsh*t What’s Going On Was the Fifth Step Nobody Taught Me in Treatment – Carl D.
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Kenny T.
Fourth Step Workshop Showed My Deepest Resentment Wasn’t My Wife or Sponsor — It Was Higher Power – Kenny T.
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Ginny N.
Never Got a DUI, Never Lost a House, Never Had Just One Drink in My Entire Life
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Jennifer W.
Healthy, Vegan, Marathon Runner — Also Drinking a Handle of Liquor Every Single Night 🫠 – Jennifer W.
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Russ M.
Not Forgiving Yourself Is Putting Yourself Above Higher Power — That’s What Kept Me Out Ten Years – Russ M.
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Laura H.
Hi, I’m Laura, and My Husband Thinks I’m an Alcoholic 🫠 – Laura H.
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Nick
Told Charlie the Big Book Displays a Conspicuous Absence of Intelligence — Don’t Drink, Read It Again 😆 – Nick
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Dottie S.
There’s a Big Hungry Mouth at the Center of Your Being and the Only Thing That Shuts It Is Higher Power – Dottie S.
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Tom P.
Showed Up Ten Minutes Late to Skip How It Works, Left Ten Minutes Early to Dodge Burning Desire — About Forty Minutes of AA 😅 – Tom P.
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Tom N.
Called Al-Anon the Sisters of Perpetual Revenge 🤣 – Tom N.
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Mike S.
Contempt Prior to Investigation Is My Favorite Line in the Whole Book Because It Got Me Off My Butt – Mike S.
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Fairweather Friend
Step 11 Says Improve Your Conscious Contact with Higher Power — Not Start It, Because He Was Already There Before You Walked In – Fairweather F.
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Jim E.
Life Got Better Every Time I Got Sober So I Decided I Must Not Be an Alcoholic – Jim E.
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Art S.
My Sponsor Broke the Twelve Steps Into Pairs and the Eighth Step Around My Ex-Wife Still Isn’t Done – Art S.
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Jonathan
I Appreciate the Wake-Up Call, Officer—I’ll Just Be on My Way Now – Jonathan
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Jim M.
Fighting Fires for 24 Hours and Drinking Like a Pig for 48 – Jim M.
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Jeff P.
The People Who Quit Meetings and Stay Sober Aren’t Here to Tell Us – Jeff P.
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Greg H.
Steps 10 and 11 Are the Engine That Makes Step 12 Sustainable – Greg H.
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Mary L.
I Want to Never Have Another Expectation — Only Great Expectancy That a Higher Power Will Meet My Needs – Mary L.
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Joe K.
Sobering Up to a Failed Life Was the Problem — Not the Alcohol – Joe K.
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Bill S.
If I Can Stay Out of the Results of My Life My Life Is Golden – Bill S.
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Cliff
You Can’t Get Stuck on Step 3 Because a Decision Isn’t a Place You Can Stand Still On – Cliff
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Katie P.
Alcohol Didn’t Cause My Alcoholism — It Treated It – Katie P.
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Bart R.
The Consequences Are Not the Bottom — The Bottom Is Admitting You Have No Power – Bart R.
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