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Relapse

In the context of Alcoholics Anonymous, relapse is understood not merely as a physical return to drinking, but as a manifestation of deeper psychological and spiritual instability. These speaker tapes illuminate the insidious nature of the alcoholic mind, which often acts as a great liar, utilizing self-deception and arrogance to convince the individual they can outsmart the disease. The core principles discussed across these narratives center on the necessity of total surrender and the abandonment of self-will. Speakers emphasize that relapse is frequently preceded by a return to egomaniacal introspection, resentment, and a fundamental fear of living sober. Recovery is presented not as a quest for perfection, but as a daily, humbling commitment to the program's structure and the fellowship. Listeners can expect raw, first-hand accounts of hitting bottom and the devastating wreckage caused by self-sabotage. From the struggle with professional success and personal loss to the crushing weight of emotional paralysis, these speakers detail the cycle of relapse and the subsequent realization that sobriety requires learning how to live, rather than simply learning how to stop drinking. By exploring the intersection of humility, service, and the guidance of a Higher Power, these tapes provide a roadmap for those seeking to break the cycle of relapse and maintain a durable, long-term recovery.

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Josh S.
Willingness and the Shift in Step 3 – Josh S.
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Stevie B.
The Difference Between a Higher Power of My Understanding and Higher Power – Stevie B.
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Tom I.
Tom I. ( 3 of 7 ) Mens Fall Retreat in Vancouver ( 9 18 10 ) AA Speaker Tom I Mens Fall Retreat – Part 3 – Sandy B.
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Jack W.
Jack W. – It’s Always Higher Power’s Money Until It’s My Money – 2021
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David A.
David A. – Big Book – NA Only Promise Workshop – 2014
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Janine W.
The Promises – Janine W. – 2012
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PAUL M.
Bloomington 2013 – Paul M.
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Julie R.
Drinking Was the Secret That Kept the Other Secrets — So Drinking Was the Safe Within the Safe – Julie R.
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Julie R.
Drinking Was the Secret That Kept the Other Secrets — The Safe Within the Safe – Julie R.
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Will D.
Trying to Be Air Force ROTC and Drink Like I Drank Was Like Being an Opera Singer With a Tracheotomy 🫠 – Will D.
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Morgan G.
Coming Into AA Before I Was Ready Showed Me Where to Come Back When I Finally Was – Morgan G.
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George M.
I Was Brought Up in an Alcoholic Home with No Alcohol in It – George M.
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John C.
Willingness Is Doing the Stupid Suggestion Before You Believe It’s Not Stupid – John C.
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Donna S.
Bill Wilson Got Depressed Too — Nobody Says It in AA but a Lot of Us Live with Both – Donna S.
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Marianne G.
Obsession Lies Dormant — the Physical Allergy Waits for the First Drink – Marianne G.
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Eric W.
At Fifty-Something My Sponsor Has Me Doing Tenth and Eleventh Step with Pen and Paper Every Night – Eric W.
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JC B.
Third Step for an Agnostic — Just Admit Higher Power Isn’t You
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Craig G.
Can’t Overdose on Meetings So I’m Testing That Theory Every Single Day 😂 – Craig G.
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Rick M.
The Mental Obsession Went Quiet Only After I Quit Asking My Own Brain to Fix It – Rick M.
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Susan W.
Not Insane, So Step 2 Doesn’t Apply — That Was My First Read – Susan W.
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Alan S.
Two Siegel Brothers Sober Side by Side — Family Disease Working in Reverse – Alan S.
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ILA R.
Staying Connected to the Fellowship Has to Be Number One Or the Drink Comes Back
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Steve R.
Humility Is Something You Voluntarily Reach For — That’s When Step 7 Actually Opens Up – Steve R.
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Allie R.
Step 9 Terrified Me But That’s Where the Miracles Finally Started – Allie R.
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Maria H.
Mental Obsession Lifted at Ninety Days — I Was Scared to Breathe in Case It Came Back
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