Drinking Was the Secret That Kept the Other Secrets — The Safe Within the Safe – Julie R.

About This Speaker Tape

Julie R. shares her journey through alcoholism, recovery, relapse, and ultimately finding lasting sobriety. She began drinking at 14, seeking relief from fear and loneliness in a dysfunctional family. Her marriage to a heavy drinker led to her first rehab stint, where she was introduced to AA. Despite six years of sobriety, she relapsed due to unresolved trauma and lack of deep step work. Her return to AA brought a more honest approach, including thorough fourth step work and service, which solidified her recovery.

Julie's story highlights the importance of complete honesty in step work, the dangers of complacency, and the transformative power of service. She emphasizes how AA provided her with tools to navigate a painful divorce and build a loving relationship with her daughter. Her experience underscores that recovery is not just about stopping drinking but about addressing the underlying emotional and spiritual malady.

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Timestamps

• 0:00 Introduction by host Howard L.
• 2:30 Julie's first drink at 14 with grandparents
• 10:45 Marriage breakdown and rehab admission
• 25:20 First sobriety period and relapse causes
• 40:10 Return to AA and deep fourth step work
• 55:30 Divorce and finding strength in fellowship
• 70:15 Sponsorship and service in recovery