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Relapse

In the context of Alcoholics Anonymous, relapse is understood not merely as a physical return to drinking, but as a manifestation of deeper psychological and spiritual instability. These speaker tapes illuminate the insidious nature of the alcoholic mind, which often acts as a great liar, utilizing self-deception and arrogance to convince the individual they can outsmart the disease. The core principles discussed across these narratives center on the necessity of total surrender and the abandonment of self-will. Speakers emphasize that relapse is frequently preceded by a return to egomaniacal introspection, resentment, and a fundamental fear of living sober. Recovery is presented not as a quest for perfection, but as a daily, humbling commitment to the program's structure and the fellowship. Listeners can expect raw, first-hand accounts of hitting bottom and the devastating wreckage caused by self-sabotage. From the struggle with professional success and personal loss to the crushing weight of emotional paralysis, these speakers detail the cycle of relapse and the subsequent realization that sobriety requires learning how to live, rather than simply learning how to stop drinking. By exploring the intersection of humility, service, and the guidance of a Higher Power, these tapes provide a roadmap for those seeking to break the cycle of relapse and maintain a durable, long-term recovery.

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Shannon B.
Steps 4 and 5 – Don’t Sweat the Summer Big Book Workshop – Part 3 of 6 – 2025 – Shannon B.
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Shannon B.
Steps 4, 5, 8 and 9 – Don’t Sweat the Summer Big Book Workshop – Part 2 of 6 – 2025 – Shannon B.
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Geraldine D.
The Password Was Shut Up and Don’t Drink – Geraldine D.
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Scott S.
The Bondage of Self and the Director of the Show – Scott S.
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Michael M.
Michael M. at the Saturday Night Flakey Group – 2025
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Mike B.
The Allergic Reaction That Ends in Handcuffs – Mike B.
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Mickey M.
Mickey M. at the Freedom Trail Convention – 2021
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Ebby T.
Why He Couldn’t Recapture the Feeling of Victory – 1958 – Ebby T.
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Dottie S.
The Stinking Thinking That Leads to the Drinking – Dottie S.
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Scott T.
The Cunning Baffling Powerfulness of the Alcoholic Ego – Scott T.
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Ebby T.
The Call That Started Alcoholics Anonymous – Ebby T.
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John W.
The Difference Between an Agnostic and an Ignoramus – John W.
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Bill L.
Why You Cannot Transmit Something You Haven’t Got – Bill L.
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Stevie B.
The Disease of More – Stevie B.
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Stevie B.
Stevie B. at the Illinois State Conference of Young People in Alcoholics Anonymous – 2026
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Scott T.
Scott T. at the Depth and Weight Speaker Meeting – 2023
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Andy C.
The Spiritual Sickness of a Progressive Disease He Couldn’t Outrun – Andy C.
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Holly D.
The Character Defects That Harm Others with the Best Intentions – Holly D.
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Tom P.
Tom P. at the Blackstone early 1960s
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Jack B.
The Feelings of Inferiority That Preceded the First Drink – Jack B.
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Dick B.
Why No Two People Operate the 12 Steps Alike – Dick B.
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Ann B.
The pharmaceutical Deceit That Led to a Relapse in Nepal – Ann B.
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Jeannie M.
The Highest Power for the Sickest Alcoholic – Jeannie M.
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Cliff B.
The Program of Alcoholics Anonymous in a Secretly Coded Book – Cliff B.
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Stevie B.
Stevie B. on Controlled Drinking, Abnormal Drinkers, and the God-Sized Hole
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