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Relapse

In the context of Alcoholics Anonymous, relapse is understood not merely as a physical return to drinking, but as a manifestation of deeper psychological and spiritual instability. These speaker tapes illuminate the insidious nature of the alcoholic mind, which often acts as a great liar, utilizing self-deception and arrogance to convince the individual they can outsmart the disease. The core principles discussed across these narratives center on the necessity of total surrender and the abandonment of self-will. Speakers emphasize that relapse is frequently preceded by a return to egomaniacal introspection, resentment, and a fundamental fear of living sober. Recovery is presented not as a quest for perfection, but as a daily, humbling commitment to the program's structure and the fellowship. Listeners can expect raw, first-hand accounts of hitting bottom and the devastating wreckage caused by self-sabotage. From the struggle with professional success and personal loss to the crushing weight of emotional paralysis, these speakers detail the cycle of relapse and the subsequent realization that sobriety requires learning how to live, rather than simply learning how to stop drinking. By exploring the intersection of humility, service, and the guidance of a Higher Power, these tapes provide a roadmap for those seeking to break the cycle of relapse and maintain a durable, long-term recovery.

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Tim M.
Step 12 and the Grace Period Before the Ego Grows Back – Tim M.
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Katie P.
Step 10 Is a Spot Check Inventory Not an Evening Review – Katie P.
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Bob
Step 2 and the Road to Humility – 1967 – Bob
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Bob B.
Why the First Three Steps Are the Operative Skeleton of Recovery – Bob B.
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Katie P.
Katie P. at the 22nd Spring Conf – 2026
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Bob
Step 2 and the Hopelessness of the Hopeless Variety – Bob
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Tom I.
The Freedom Steps and the Weight of Heavy-Duty Guilt – Tom I.
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David L.
The Doctor’s Opinion and Craving – BB Study 1 – Part 2 of 2 – David L.
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Local AA Speakers
Step 12 and Carrying the Message Wilson House Big Book Workshop Retreat – With Valerie D. & John S. – Part 4 of 4
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Tim M.
Step 11 and Conscious Contact – AA SA WORKSHOP – Part 1 of 3 – Tim M.
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Local AA Speakers
Step 6 and Dishonesty – Big Book Study – Part 4 of 7 – Local AA Speakers
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Local AA Speakers
Wreckage of the Past – Workshop: Steps 1 – Part 1 of 11 – Local AA Speakers
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Afsi V.
Soul Sickness – FOTS Step 11 Workshop – Part 24 of 25 – Afsi V
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Debbie D.
Meeting Etiquette and Sponsorship – 12 Step Workshop – Part 4 of 5 – Debbie D.
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Afsi V.
Soul Sickness – FOTS Step 11 Workshop – Part 11 of 25 – Afsi V
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Chris R.
Step 11 and Tradition 11 – 12 Steps/12 Traditions Workshop – Part 3 of 7 – Chris R.
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Herb
Obsession and the Spiritual Malady – Herb K – Workshop – Part 6 of 25 – Herb
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Sandy B.
Emotional Sobriety and Absolute Dependencies – Emotional Sobriety – Part 1 of 6 – Sandy B.
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Local AA Speakers
Family Resentments – Workshop Steps 1 – Part 1 of 4 – Local AA Speakers
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Local AA Speakers
The Insanity of the Alcoholic – 9th Workshop – Part 2 of 2 – Local AA Speakers
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Local AA Speakers
One-on-One Sponsorship and Spiritual Connection – 9th Workshop – Part 1 of 2 – Local AA Speakers
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Local AA Speakers
The Insanity of the First Drink – Big Book – Tim – Workshop – Neptune, NJ – Part 7 of 18 – Local AA Speakers
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Geraldine D.
The Password Was Shut Up and Don’t Drink – Geraldine D.
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Scott S.
The Bondage of Self and the Director of the Show – Scott S.
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Michael M.
Michael M. at the Saturday Night Flakey Group – 2025
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