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Relapse

In the context of Alcoholics Anonymous, relapse is understood not merely as a physical return to drinking, but as a manifestation of deeper psychological and spiritual instability. These speaker tapes illuminate the insidious nature of the alcoholic mind, which often acts as a great liar, utilizing self-deception and arrogance to convince the individual they can outsmart the disease. The core principles discussed across these narratives center on the necessity of total surrender and the abandonment of self-will. Speakers emphasize that relapse is frequently preceded by a return to egomaniacal introspection, resentment, and a fundamental fear of living sober. Recovery is presented not as a quest for perfection, but as a daily, humbling commitment to the program's structure and the fellowship. Listeners can expect raw, first-hand accounts of hitting bottom and the devastating wreckage caused by self-sabotage. From the struggle with professional success and personal loss to the crushing weight of emotional paralysis, these speakers detail the cycle of relapse and the subsequent realization that sobriety requires learning how to live, rather than simply learning how to stop drinking. By exploring the intersection of humility, service, and the guidance of a Higher Power, these tapes provide a roadmap for those seeking to break the cycle of relapse and maintain a durable, long-term recovery.

122 tapes

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Sandy V.
I’ve Never Driven a Forklift Sober — Be Grateful When Lowe’s Blocks Off the Aisle 🤦 – Sandy V.
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Jeff S.
Taught Friday Hot Yoga After Six Morning Beers and a Corrective Line of Coke 🫠 – Jeff S.
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Yvonne H.
Picked the Dalai Lama as My Higher Power Until Someone Asked What I’d Do When He Dies 🤦 – Yvonne H.
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Bill S.
He Cracked Up Laughing at My Worst Amends — ‘Oh, That’s a Good One’ 🤣 – Bill S.
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Jim T.
Honesty and Emotion Are Good Up to a Point — So I Walked Out of Bible Study and Into AA 🙃 – Jim T.
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George S.
Ninety Days Standing on My Head — Then They Said That Was the Minimum 😅 – George S.
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Katie B.
Constitutionally Incapable Until I Finished the Sentence About Honesty – Katie B.
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Paola M.
Only the Second Time Through Step One Did I Actually Mean the Word Powerless
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Isla C.
Two Weeks Short of Fourteen Years and I Drank Because I Left the Room – Isla C.
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Judy E.
Esteemable Acts Are What You Do When Your Self-Esteem Tank Hits Empty
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Wes P.
All-American at Notre Dame and Still an Eleventh-String Alcoholic Inside My Own Head – Wes P.
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Tammy S.
First Second and Third Step on Anything I Can’t Put Down — That’s How My Sponsor Keeps Me Sober – Tammy S.
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Leslie D.
Relapse Is a Trap Door Under Every Bottom — Forget It and You Repeat It – Leslie D.
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Amy O.
My Grandmother Poured My First Drink at Nine — Family of Origin Did the Rest – Amy O.
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Lisa C.
Seventeen Years Sober and Emotionally Relapsed — My Meeting Attendance Was Pitiful
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Admitting I Was Whipped Was the Richest Resource I Had to Work With
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Phil S.
Ninth Step Calls to Old Girlfriends Showed Me the Disease Was Still Running Me Sober – Phil S.
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Julie A.
Finished My Big Dramatic Fifth Step, Looked Over, and My Sponsor Was Asleep on the Couch 🫠 – Julie A.
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Brian B.
Acceptance Was the Answer — Reading Page 417 Until It Stopped Being Just Words – Brian B.
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John C.
Y’all Visit AA, I Live at AA — and That Was Exactly the Problem – John C.
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John H.
$640 in Freud and Jung and Not One Page Could Keep Me Sober – John H.
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Ebby T.
Bill Put His Arm Around Ebby at the Subway and Said I Don’t Know What You Got Kid but I Want to Get It – Ebby T.
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Bob C.
Raised an Atheist, Saved by a Butterfly — Higher Power Lives in the Seeking, Not the Catching – Bob C.
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Stevie B.
Seven Years Sober Without a Program Made Me Sicker Than Drinking Ever Did – Stevie B.
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Red S.
Brought a 48-Quart Cooler of Beer to a Baptist College and Offered the Dorm a Round 🤦 – Red S.
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