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Relapse

In the context of Alcoholics Anonymous, relapse is understood not merely as a physical return to drinking, but as a manifestation of deeper psychological and spiritual instability. These speaker tapes illuminate the insidious nature of the alcoholic mind, which often acts as a great liar, utilizing self-deception and arrogance to convince the individual they can outsmart the disease. The core principles discussed across these narratives center on the necessity of total surrender and the abandonment of self-will. Speakers emphasize that relapse is frequently preceded by a return to egomaniacal introspection, resentment, and a fundamental fear of living sober. Recovery is presented not as a quest for perfection, but as a daily, humbling commitment to the program's structure and the fellowship. Listeners can expect raw, first-hand accounts of hitting bottom and the devastating wreckage caused by self-sabotage. From the struggle with professional success and personal loss to the crushing weight of emotional paralysis, these speakers detail the cycle of relapse and the subsequent realization that sobriety requires learning how to live, rather than simply learning how to stop drinking. By exploring the intersection of humility, service, and the guidance of a Higher Power, these tapes provide a roadmap for those seeking to break the cycle of relapse and maintain a durable, long-term recovery.

122 tapes

All Tapes

Jim P.
The Fourth Step Isn’t Finished Until Your Own Name Is in the Resentment Column – Jim P.
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Don F.
Only Total Defeat and Three Words to Higher Power Produced What Three Years of Willpower Never Could – Don F.
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Kista C. and Amy
Shy Is a Character Defect — It Means I’m Thinking Way Too Much About What You Think of Me
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Runar J.
Blasphemy Was My Hobby Until a Comma in We Agnostics Broke Me Open 😂 – Runar J.
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Diego R.
Steps 3 Through 11 Built a Foundation the Pandemic Could Not Break – Diego R.
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Duke D.
Fifty Years Sober and the Alcohol Groove Is Still Burned Into My Brain – Duke D.
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Jim P.
Three and a Half Years of Sponsoring Myself and I Never Got Past Step Four
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Scott R.
Chapter Five Diagnosed a Soul Sickness That Eighteen Years of Jungian Analysis Couldn’t Name – Scott R.
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Ebby T.
The Man Who Sobered Bill Wilson Tells His Own Story in This 1961 Recording – Ebby T.
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Runar J.
Blasphemy Was a Hobby Until We Agnostics Broke Me Open – Runar J.
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David L.
Deep and Effective Spiritual Experiences Require Deep and Effective Step Work – David L.
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Mike R.
I Got Married Twice in Two Weeks to Two Different People and Called It Sober Dating 😂 – Mike R.
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Jane
Stop Mourning Your Wasted Years — Higher Power Doesn’t Waste Anything — Jane – Jane
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Chris R. & Myers R.
If Meetings Were the Answer Bill W. Would Have Written Step Thirteen — Chris R. & Myers R. – Chris R. & Myers R.
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Bart R.
I Chose Not to Drink Every Morning and Drank Every Night – Bart R.
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Candice E.
Without Conscious Contact the Physical Sobriety Goes Too – Candice E.
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Chris R.
Seven Years Without the Steps: The Architecture of Half-Recovery – Chris R.
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Jim P.
“Leo Told Me to Go Drink Arsenic and Stop Bragging” – Jim P.
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Allyson K.
Step 8 After Three Relapses: When Any Lengths Finally Means It – Allyson K.
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Bob D.
A Priest Who Prayed All Day Could Not Get What the Bums in AA Had – Bob D.
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Father T.
Step 4: Only Resentments Could Break Through the Fear – Father T.
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Bob D.
AA Turned the Juice Back On After 7 Years of Relapse – Bob D.
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