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Spiritual Malady

In the context of Alcoholics Anonymous, the spiritual malady represents the underlying internal condition of the alcoholic—a profound state of restlessness, irritability, and discontent that persists even when alcohol is removed. While the physical allergy and mental obsession drive the act of drinking, the spiritual malady is the core illness that makes mere abstinence unsustainable without a spiritual awakening. The core principle of this topic is the critical distinction between abstinence and true sobriety. As emphasized in these recordings, abstinence is simply the cessation of drinking, whereas sobriety requires a psychic change achieved through the rigorous application of the Twelve Steps. The malady often manifests as a fundamental internal conflict, a lack of self-worth, or an inability to feel connected to others, which alcohol temporarily masks but never cures. Listeners can expect to hear raw, personal narratives detailing the failure of relying solely on fellowship or discussion meetings. Speakers guide the listener through the Doctor's Opinion in the Big Book to explain the intersection of physical and spiritual illness. These tapes emphasize that the only effective remedy for the spiritual malady is a disciplined commitment to the program, the guidance of a sponsor, and the transition from isolation to active service. By sharing their journeys of surrender and amends, these speakers illustrate that the solution lies in carrying the message to others, transforming a life of desperation into one of purpose and humility.

244 tapes

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Polly P.
The Spiritual Malady: Why No Amount of External Love Is Ever Enough – Polly P.
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Matt B.
A Suburban Version of Scarface Driving an 87 Honda Accord with Busted Headlights – Matt B.
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Kim P.
You Cannot Save Your A*s and Your Face at the Same Time – Kim P.
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Clancy I.
Alcohol Renovates Your Perception of Reality and Then Unrenovated Reality Becomes Unlivable – Clancy I.
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Carla R.
He Like Me Is Perhaps Spiritually Sick — Page 67 From the Witness Stand – Carla R.
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Bill S.
If I Can Stay Out of the Results of My Life My Life Is Golden – Bill S.
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Katie P.
Alcohol Didn’t Cause My Alcoholism — It Treated It – Katie P.
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Bob D.
The Ism Is the I — I Separate Myself and Call It Being Different – Bob D.
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Bill C.
Willpower Was Never Our Problem — It’s Lack of Another Kind of Power – Bill C.
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Russell S.
Every Step Exists to Clear One Path and That Path Leads to Your Creator Not Your Girlfriend – Russell S.
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Chris R. and Myers R.
If You Can Sit for a Year Without Drinking You Don’t Need What We Have
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Sarah I.
Before AA All I Could Do Was Have Babies — You Taught Me to Be a Mother – Sarah I.
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Wayne B.
The Psychiatrist Said Chemical Imbalance — His Sponsor Said Spiritual Malady — Only One of Them Was Right – Wayne B.
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Clint H.
Spiritual Death at Twenty Years Sober and Starting the Steps Over from Scratch – Clint H.
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Jim P.
Three and a Half Years of Sponsoring Myself and I Never Got Past Step Four
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Chris R.
Why Sharing War Stories in Meetings Does More Harm Than Good to the Newcomer – Chris R.
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Scott R.
Chapter Five Diagnosed a Soul Sickness That Eighteen Years of Jungian Analysis Couldn’t Name – Scott R.
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Clancy I.
Ninety-Five Percent of Alcoholics Die Drunk in an Era with More Resources Than Ever — Why? – Clancy I.
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Tom I.
I Must Have the IQ of a Houseplant If One Meeting a Week Could Keep Me Sober 😂 – Tom I.
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Ben W.
We’re More Afraid of the Solution Than We Are of the Problem and That’s the Whole Disease – Ben W.
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Mike R.
I Got Married Twice in Two Weeks to Two Different People and Called It Sober Dating 😂 – Mike R.
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Fr. Joe M.
Step 4 Strips Away Two False Selves Until Only the Real One Remains – Fr. M.
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Carrie
Third Step Without a Fourth Step Is Just Spiritual Constipation – Carrie
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Mike
I May Not Be Much but I’m All I Think About – Mike
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Wayne B.
That’s a List of My Finer Qualities — Anybody Want to Date? 🤣 – Wayne B.
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