The Alkie Dog Revisited – Step 1 – Russell S. – Fort Lauderdale Tuesday Night Step Group – 2025

About This Speaker Tape

Russell S., a 44-year veteran of the rooms, delivers a gritty, non-linear talk that rejects the standard 'Step 1' lecture in favor of a 'Pulp F.' style narrative. He argues that the real disease isn't the drinking—which he calls a symptom—but a deep-seated fear of people and a desperate need for approval. Russell warns against the 'fellowship of the problem' (just not drinking and going to meetings) and pushes for a 'fellowship of the spirit,' where a Higher Power is the central factor.

He describes the 'bondage of self' as chasing money, property, prestige, and romance to fill a void, and warns that without a spiritual awakening, even those with decades of sobriety can remain suicidal or relapse. He concludes with a cautionary tale about the dangers of 'material' sobriety and a joke about a lying dog to illustrate the nature of delusion.

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Timestamps

• 0:00 Russell introduces himself and jokes about his 44 years of sobriety.
• 1:15 Discussion on lowering expectations of other alcoholics to avoid resentments.
• 2:30 Russell explains his 'Pulp Fiction' approach to the Step series.
• 4:10 Analysis of the 'real disease': the fear of people and the need for approval.
• 6:45 Mention of the Big Book's view on a miracle versus a mere code of morals.
• 9:15 The 'fellowship of the problem' vs. the 'fellowship of the spirit' and the importance of Step 6.
• 11:30 Discussion of the Third Step prayer and the danger of 'thumb-sucking crybabies' who only focus on material problems.
• 14:20 Reference to Dr. Bob's advice to read the Bible and the 'first things first' philosophy.
• 17:10 The 'voice in the shower'—the internal dialogue of self-hate and worthlessness.
• 20:45 Laughter: The 'talking dog' joke about the nature of lying and delusion.