Scott G. on Spiritual Malady, the Ism, and the 164 Pages

About This Speaker Tape

Scott G. shares a turbulent journey of sobriety characterized by a distinction between being dry and being recovered. Despite having years of sobriety and attending thousands of meetings early on, he struggled with the "ism" of alcoholism, leading to a life dominated by ego, financial pursuit, and spiritual emptiness. This period of untreated alcoholism culminated in a series of nervous breakdowns, a stay in a mental institution, and a relapse that lasted several years.

He describes his turning point in 2007 after a medical detox and a rigorous course of study in Dallas, Texas. By working the steps rapidly with his sponsor, Tom P., Scott experienced a spiritual awakening and a removal of the obsession to drink. He emphasizes that the solution lies in the application of the Big Book and the 12 Steps rather than mere meeting attendance.

Now a self-proclaimed "Big Book thumper," Scott focuses on the primary purpose of carrying the message to others. He discusses the necessity of staying spiritually fit to navigate current life hardships, including a failing business and a sick dog, noting that while he still has reasons to drink, he no longer possesses the obsession to do so.

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Timestamps

• 0:00 Introduction and early background growing up in Chicago
• 5:40 Discussion on the difference between sobriety and treating the 'ism' of alcoholism
• 8:15 Details of his mental health crisis and stay in a mental institution
• 12:30 The 2005 meltdown and the struggle of being a high-functioning alcoholic
• 16:45 Medical detox and the start of rapid step work with his sponsor in Dallas
• 21:20 Analysis of the 'real alcoholic' versus the moderate or hard drinker
• 25:10 The importance of the 12th step and working with newcomers to survive
• 28:40 Maintaining spiritual fitness amidst current life tragedies