Each Year of Sobriety Buys You One More Second Before You React: Fr. Tom W. – FR. TOM W.

About This Speaker Tape

A Catholic priest who sponsors a tattooed gangbanger from Modesto, nearly told a crying six-year-old he needed a drink, and came to Al-Anon because — in his words — he was going to be one of those sober people who shoots people. That's the kind of talk this is.

Fr. Tom W. grew up in a San Jose family where alcoholics were called "characters," cancer meant "not feeling well," and DTs were "nervous spells." When he got sober and tried to tell his mother the truth on Christmas Eve, she put down the silverware and said, "You'll ruin Christmas." He unpacks Claudia Black's three survival rules from dysfunctional families — don't talk, don't trust, don't feel — and traces how those rules follow people straight into the rooms of AA and Al-Anon. He also recites a poem about a neighbor who menaced his wife with an axe the night before they were spotted quietly fishing together, knees touching, her wearing his cap. Last night never happened.

The AA and Al-Anon message here is practical: the Serenity Prayer isn't about comfort, it's about knowing what you can and can't change. A man from Dallas gave Fr. Tom the formula — you cannot change the past, the truth, or another person, but you can change your thinking, your behavior, and your attitudes. He also borrows the idea that each year of sobriety buys you one more second of response time before you react. At 36 years, he has 36 seconds. It's enough to keep his mouth shut at airports.

For the sober alcoholic who keeps blowing up relationships and can't figure out why AA alone isn't fixing it — this is the tape that explains why you might also need Al-Anon.

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• 5:00 Fr. Tom explains why he joined Al-Anon: sober but exhausted and enraged, convinced he'd become one of those sober people who shoots people.
• 13:00 A therapist tells Fr. Tom that healthy people can do three things — work, love, and play — and Fr. Tom admits he spent years figuring out what any of those meant.
• 21:00 Claudia Black's three survival rules for dysfunctional families: don't talk, don't trust, don't feel — illustrated by a teenager who hands deodorant to a stranger and immediately forgets it happened.
• 29:00 A New York woman corrects Fr. Tom's "keep coming back, it gets better" with the full version: first better, then worse, then real, then real different.
• 36:00 Fr. Tom tells his mother on Christmas Eve that he's an alcoholic. She puts down the silverware and says: "You'll ruin Christmas." The family code of avoidance, demonstrated live.
• 43:00 A man from Dallas breaks down the Serenity Prayer: three things you cannot change — the past, the truth, and other people — and three things you can.
• 49:00 At a Chicago airport during the holidays, Fr. Tom resists the urge to tell a sobbing six-year-old's mother that her son needs a drink — and calls it a victory for Al-Anon.