Daily Reprieve, Not a Cure — and It Expires Every Morning – Russell S.
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Russell S., a Coral Gables Group member sober since January 25, 1981, delivers a Step 10 talk at the West Miami Group that deliberately refuses to be a "how-to" on inventory. His argument: Step 10 is not about taking inventory — that was Step 4. The single word that matters is "continue." Continuity of effort, he says, is the only difference between thirty years of contented sobriety and the man who slips after seventeen.
He frames the whole talk around Matthew 7 — the house built on sand versus the house built on rock. Structural defects in early sobriety may hold for ten, fifteen, even twenty years, but they eventually surface as a collapsed marriage, estranged children, pills, depression, or a drink. He estimates 60 to 70 percent of the men he met in AA are dead, out, or miserable, and warns that sincerity can't nail this disease to the wall — "it's like nailing jello to the wall."
The rock, for Russell, is an actual relationship with Higher Power — not a doorknob, not "good orderly direction," not the fashionable "spiritual but not religious" dodge. He cites Dr. Bob and the Good Oldtimers on the three essential books (Sermon on the Mount, 1 Corinthians 13, Book of James), reads the Emmett Fox commentary, and walks the audience through the "fourth dimension of existence" passage, the daily reprieve, the spiritual axiom, and the insurance-against-big-shotism line from the 12 and 12.
He closes with the Bill Dotson (AA #3) story — the lawyer who sensed "there was even more, something I hadn't got" — and Bill W. at the kitchen table with a tuna fish sandwich telling Henrietta, "The Lord has been so wonderful to me, curing me of this terrible disease, that I just want to keep telling other people." Russell lands on the image of 3 AM with cancer: sponsor gone, job gone, friends gone — only the foundation remains, rock or sand.
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