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Alcoholic Thinking

Alcoholic Thinking represents the psychological architecture of addiction, characterized by a persistent disconnect between an individual's external facade and their internal reality. In the context of these recovery tapes, this topic is significant because it addresses the maladaptive mental patterns and obsessions that precede and sustain the drive to drink. The core principles explored in these narratives center on the concept of performance—the compulsive need to appear successful, competent, or desirable to mask deep-seated feelings of inadequacy, loneliness, and self-loathing. This distorted thinking manifests as a hunger for external validation and a reliance on secrecy to maintain a curated image, creating a cycle of isolation and emotional wreckage. Recovery, therefore, is framed not just as abstinence, but as the dismantling of this ego-driven machinery. Listeners can expect raw, first-hand accounts of the transition from a life of performance to a life of authenticity. The tapes detail the grueling process of surrendering the self-will that fuels the illusion of control and confronting the shame of one's perceived inadequacies. Through these stories, speakers illustrate that true sobriety requires a fundamental shift in consciousness. By trading the pursuit of material success and social approval for the shared, messy work of the fellowship and a reliance on a Higher Power, the speakers demonstrate how to replace alcoholic thinking with a foundation of radical honesty, acceptance, and genuine human connection.

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Eddie C.
The Mental Reservation That He Wasn’t a Bad Fella – 1969 – Eddie C.
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Doug M.
The Three Types of Alcoholics in the Big Book – Doug M.
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Brad C.
The Promises Only Happen to the Degree You Stop Looking Back – Brad C.
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Russell
Why He Stopped Worrying About Whether People Like Him – Russell
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Russell
The Third Step and the Rocket Ride to the Fourth Dimension – Russell
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Mike
The Ego That Made Him Think He Was an Unsung Genius – Mike
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Buckingham G.
Every Dumb Story Starts With Well I Thought – Buckingham G.
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Terry R.
His Emotional Higher Power Was a Detached Bureaucrat in a Gray Suit – Terry R.
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Scott
The Spiritual Tapeworm That Ate Him Up Inside – Scott
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Joe K.
The Glorious Cop-Out of Step Three – Joe K.
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Dick G.
He Thought He Could Pass the 40-Question Test With an 80 – Dick G.
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Joe K.
Why Time Alone Doesn’t Treat the Disease – Joe K.
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Chris S.
Steps 4 and 5 – Step-Tember to Remember Workshop – Part 5 of 7 – 2025 – Chris S.
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Local AA Speakers
Step 12 – Spiritual Growth Is by Subtraction – Part 3 of 4 – 2021 – Local AA Speakers
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Jessica S.
Step 1 – Wilson House Big Book Workshop Retreat – Part 4 of 25 – 2023 – Jessica S.
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Mark H.
Steps 1, 3, 4 and 5 – Mad Dog Recovery AA Speakers Workshop – Part 1 of 2 – 1997 – Mark H.
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Clancy
The Persistence of the Illusion of Control – Clancy
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Steve M.
Why the Big Book Says the Solution Never Fails – Steve M.
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Steve
Step 5 and the Hypocrite Who Drew the Line – Steve
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Peter M.
Stepping Stones Workshop – Part 2 of 14 – 2010 – Peter M.
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Frank M.
Beginners Class Workshop – Part 4 of 2 – 2025 – Frank M.
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Frank M.
Beginners Class Workshop – Part 1 of 2 – 2025 – Frank M.
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Peter M.
12 Steps to Being Launched – Toronto June 2016 – Part 2 of 2 – 2016 – Peter M.
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Chris S.
Peter M and Chris S – May 2022 Workshop – Part 2 of 7 – 2022 – Chris S.
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Chris S.
Peter M and Chris S – May 2022 Workshop – Part 2 of 7 – 2022 – Chris S.
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