Doctor, Alcoholic, and Addict – Paul O.

About This Speaker Tape

The speaker, a seasoned attendee, muses on the strange nature of alcoholism, suggesting he 'picked it up' at AA meetings. He recounts years of hiding his drinking, contrasting it with his current life where he flies from Redmond, Washington, to share his secrets. He details the struggle for control, recalling a time in a nut ward where he made beautiful moccasins after being forced to make leather belts.

His core message is that sobriety isn't just about abstinence; it's about accepting the challenge and choosing to be a hero in one's own story, finding peace in the 'center of calm' within. He concludes by asserting that the only true path is through the Steps and the willingness to be present.

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Timestamps

• 0:00 Opening statement: 'I'm an alcoholic, and I'm sober. That means I'm spiritual. Sober is more spiritual than drunk.'
• 0:35 Speaker discusses how he 'picked it up' at meetings, a key moment of self-reflection.
• 2:15 Speaker recounts his journey from hiding his drinking to sharing his deepest secrets after 18 years.
• 10:20 Detailed story of being in a nut ward, where he made moccasins instead of leather belts.
• 18:00 Discussion on the nature of problems: 'If I think I have a problem, I have a problem.' (Focus on self-determination of problems).
• 22:30 The speaker discusses the 'center of calm' as the location of the Higher Power.
• 24:30 The speaker shares his personal concept of the Higher Power, stating he doesn't need to call out a specific deity.
• 27:00 Concluding thoughts on acceptance: 'We cease fighting everything and everybody. We cease fighting everything and everybody.' (Mention of a key principle from the Big Book).